Ready, Set, Go!

So normally I would unconsiously make this about weight loss and improving my self physically but I desperately do not want it to turn into that, because THAT IS NOT WHAT IT IS ABOUT. I am an extremist when it comes to focusing on anything, so it frightens me, the thought of losing weight, because of all the components attached. Thats why I am here, to rest that need for perfection. To realize making a mistake and recovering from it is ok. That being said I better address the history of my extreme behavior to try to make sense of it all. To try to heal from these self defeating patterns that have restricted my quality of life. I will return!