Last Time

I must speak on the subject of justification:

Justify once  (1)
You are distracted
What a relief
You will never do it again

Justify one "last time" (2)
This feels good to be distracted
You will try again later

This is the "last time" (3)
Temporary relief
Darkness
You need to be relieved again

This really is the "last time" (4)
What will it hurt
Its not like its heroine but
You might disappear without it

Here is the"last time", cuz there is time....      (5)
You will keep on trying
But you need it to survive today
So you will start tomorrow....
Don't worry


Cuz like you said, this is the LAST TIME.

Well I was hoping to have my blog all sorts of cute before I began posting but that will have to wait because I feel it is urgent to start recording my journey now. So what is this journey that I hope to venture out on you might ask? Well its one that is unplanned, uncensored (not in a sketchy way, but a vulnerable way), and unconventional.  I hope for it to be honest, and cannot deny that it might be to honest for some of you.  My little one is crying, needing momma right now, so it is time for me to go.  That sort of thing is what this is about. Straightening my priorities and befriending those things that threaten my self will is what I hope to gain here.  I will post in moments of defeat, frustration, and fear but also joy, happiness and freedom.  Being that, that is a extremely broad spectrum of emotions, I will report back VERY SOON.  Thanks for following me :)