"Mama lets Cuddle"

10:15 p.m. I forgot to mention that before I went to the store, I went to Subway and ate 4 double chocolate cookies.... yyyaaaa :/ I told my self I would be honest throughout this process, so thats why I must not leave out that not so minor detail. Emma, you have to realize what the repercussions of continuing this dangerous path is. Well first of all, physically your poor body is drained from all the sugar and processed foods that you insist on eating in large quantities. Why isn't that enough to stop? But more importantly, you are lying to your self and your family. When you make this gluttonous decision over and over again, you invite chaos into your home life. You seem to do this at night mostly, and night time needs to be a calm, winding down time for your family. You have the responsibility of putting your kids to bed and helping them settle in calmly and comfortably for the night. So lets recollect on the series of events after you ate all that sugar, what happened? The first thing you did was get on the computer to cope with your bad decision when Pearce and Parx desperately needed your attention. Pearce needs structure at night. Please don't disregard this post Emma. Who more than your self, in the moment of realization can give you better advice?